7 December 2013

Simple love.

you don't know much about it and you're puzzled about how it works,
yet it is the main thing that brings people together. 
You don't fall in love with someone immediately when you meet them, 
it has to be built up through time and the things you go through together with many other aspects.
I don't know much about love either and I'm still learning to love better each day.
But I do know that love should be kept simple.

I've seen true love. Genuine. Simple.
No demands, no high expectations, just giving. 

My grandparents has been married for 48 years, that is until my grandpa, I call him yeye (爷) passed away 3 years ago. According to Chinese tradition, we can't make dumplings (汤圆) until the 3rd year anniversary of his death. The good thing is we can make those little colourful dumplings now, but it also means my 爷 has left us for 3 whole years. He took care of me since I was born so he was always like a father to me. I was the first born child of my generation and he doted me like I was his own. I respected and loved him very much.

But before all these sweet family memories were created,
two strangers were brought together by fate.

In the olden days when their children reach their late teenage years, the family of the male will seek matchmakers for girls to introduce for marriage. 
My grandma, I call her popo (婆) said they used to take photos wearing wedding gowns and stand in a row while the bride sits in the middle. You'll only get to be in the photo if you're ready to marry.
Surprisingly my  was not the first choice, it was another slightly petite lady.
However, my great grandpa had higher standards for his eldest son and wanted another option.
 So his friend pointed out my and said that she was a fine lady. 

So my great grandparents proposed to my other great grandparents for them to get married. (相亲)
My 's parents would evaluate my  and ask him a few questions and so does my 's parents. My  mentioned that she told her sisters that people in the past were dumb because they never disagreed to marrying strangers. It's like their parents would say, "so you're getting married to this young lad on this date." and they would just nod in acceptance.
But she said she was glad she did not marry the wrong man.
They eventually got married after dating for about 3 months. 

(Aren't my grandparents such beautiful and charming people. Who doesn't love a man in a white suit with black greased up hair?) 

(M still kept this marriage certificate after50 years. I had to adjust the exposure and sharpen the letters cause the colours were fading off.)

 told me that life was tough after marrying my  cause he was not from a wealthy family. He drove trucks sending stocks by day and catch hens by night, he was always working hard. Every single cent he earns, he gives it to his family. Well my  didn't just sat at home waiting to be served. She has to walk a few hundred meters just to get pales of clean water for showering, cleaning and drinking purposes. Other than the typical house chores, learning how to cook home-made food and making clothes was one of her tasks at home too. 

(Granny's wedding gown outfit shot, such a gem.)

(My  and my elder uncle, my dad and my elder aunt.)

My grandparents has 5 children, my dad has two brothers and two sisters, he is the second oldest. My  worked so hard to feed 7 mouths and he has never been selfish or bias to his kids. Gladly my uncles and aunts were very well behaved and mature at a young age, helping and taking care of each other. My  only retired when I entered primary school and he was still contributing to the family even when his children were all grown up, some married and all working. 

 "所謂皇天不負苦心人" That means the heavens will not disappoint the person who tries and work hard, if they worked hard, they will succeed in life. And his greatest success are his capable and filial children. With that, they are given many opportunities to travel around the world together and they certainly love it! My grandparents never asked for anything in return but for his children to start a great family and live a good life. This is called unconditional love.

After my 's passing, it left my  devastated. She couldn't sleep or eat well for almost a year before she could get over it.She would day dream on the couch and the living room and sometimes cry silently while looking through old photos. It aches my heart just hearing her sorrowful voice over the phone when I'm back in Singapore. The thing is, my  always had the best diet and was never picky with food. He works out every morning, well, a few stretches here and there and jogs occasionally. He eats on time, sleeps on time, wakes up on time; everything seems so consistent and normal.

He died of stomach cancer and it was a shock to everyone. How can this be? 
Our conclusion was his time in this world was up. 

I had my fair share of wonderful memories with my . Like I mentioned before, I was his little princess, well, until my brother arrived... he still loves me a lot ok! I remember I liked making goofy poses while taking pictures with him and it never fails to put a smile on his face. And when I had a bruise on my leg, ugh I always do, he would take some Chinese rubbing oil and help me rub it. I always end up laughing because it hurts so bad it's funny. He'd fetch me to school everyday and.... sometimes help me tie my shoelaces, and... carry my school bag...? Oops. And many more...

All I wanna say is, I miss you and I love you 爷.

(He looks more like he's thinking, "oh... my.... buttercups, HOW IS SHE DOING THAT?! She looks like a fish now!?!?!")

This is probably the only family photo (just the 6 of us) that we have and it's sad that I'll never have this photo retaken again. Most importantly is to cherish the moments we share and value our family members. When you were born, you weren't given a choice to choose your parents and neither does your parents gets to choose what type of children they want. But I believe that there is always a reason for something, I believe there's a reason why we are a family. No one else in this world would love you more than your family does.  

Only your family will give you unrequited and selfless love. 

Love yourself, love your family.


Post a Comment

© The zealot of fashion. 2012 | Blogger Template by Enny Law - Ngetik Dot Com - Nulis